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Monday, September 18th, 2006
7:32 pm
The world is falling like a final curtain to my feet......
I was falling down,
way away from this world.
Into another place,
Into another realm.
I cant help but reach for you now,
Everytime i begin to slip.

Youve always been here,You have always mine.
Everything ive done for you,
Was all in due time.
So please,
Dont ever leave my side
And stay with me forever
Because everythign i've ever worked for, is stated here inside this letter.

Every Weekend morning,
Waking up before the sun.
I'll remember everytime,
(at four in the morning)
When I woke up to find you there
Laying next to me without a care.
And holding you tight, i'll never regret these times ive stole.
And everytime you hold me close
I think of every thing we share.
For you are what has stole my heart
And you are i hold so dear.
Youve stolen all my fear and replaced it with true grace.
I'll never leave your smiling face and ill always stay by your side
And will always be your angel.
For i love you more than anything will ever say.



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Crappily written,so what get off my back about. =P

Current Mood: bored
Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
6:03 pm
Survey thing off wiL's Myspyce
1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? yes

2. Slept in a different bed? yes

3. Made out in a movie theatre? kinda

4. Made out in the forest? No

5. Thought your cousin was hot? Sadly,once

7. Slept naked? All the time when younger

8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? yes

9. Gone over the speed limit? Yes

10. Painted your room? Crayola crayoned it.

11. Drove a car? Yes

12. Danced in front of your mirror? Sadly

13. Gotten a hicky? yes

14. Been dumped? No

15. Stole money from a friend? Yes

16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yeah

17. Been in a fist fight? Yep

18. Snuck out of your house? never had to

19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Yeah

20. Been arrested? Almost

21. Made out with a stranger? No

22. Left your house with out telling your parents? No

23. Had a crush on your neighbor? What neighbor?

24. Ditched school to do something more fun? Yep

25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yeah

26. Seen someone die? Yes

27. Been on a plane? No

28. Kissed a picture? yes

29. Slept in until 3? yeah

30. Love someone or miss someone right now? Yes

32. Made a snow angel? Yes

33. Played dress up? Only when i clean my room

34. Cheated while playing a game? All the time

35. Been lonely? Yep

36. Fallen asleep at work/school? All the time

37. Been to a club? Technically

38. Felt an earthquake? no

39. Touched a snake? yeah

40. Ran a red light? yes

41. Been suspended from school? Never

42. Had detention? Twice but never went

43. Been in a car accident? Almost several times

44. Hated the way you look? Always

45. Witnessed a crime? yeah

46. Been lost? yeah

47. Been to the opposite side of the country? No

48. Felt like dying from embarrassment? No

49. Cried yourself to sleep? Yes

50. Sang karaoke? Yes

51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? yeah

52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? all the time

53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes

54. Kissed in the rain? Not yet

55. Sung in the shower? yeah

56. Had a dream that you married someone? yeah

57. Glued your hand to something? yeah

58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no

59. Ever gone to school partcially naked? Does forgetting your bra count?

60. Been a cheerleader? HELL NO

61. Sat on a roof top? yeah

62. Didn't take a shower for a week? yes

63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? no

64. Played chicken? yeah

65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yeah

66. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? No

67. Broken a bone? yes

68. Been easily amused? yeah

69. Laugh so hard you cry? yeah

70. Cheated on a test? All the time.passed fourth grade like that

71. Forgotten someone's name? Yup

72. Blacked out from drinking? No

73. Played a prank on someone? yeah

74. Gone to a late night movie? yep

75. Made love to anything not human? WTF?!

76. Failed a class? No

77. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? >.> -cough cough-uhm..-perveted side comes out-

78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? No

80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? Yes

81. Thrown strange objects? yeah

82. Felt like killing someone? yeah

83. Thought about running away? yeah

84. Ran away? Almost

85. Had detention and not attend it? Twice

86. Made your parents cry? yeah

87. Cried over someone? yeah

88. Owned more than 5 sharpies? Yeah.Go suck on one.

89. Dated someone more than once? Only ever dated David

90. Have a dog? yes.The annoying assfucks.

91. Own an instrument? Guitar/trumpet

92. Been in a band? School band

93. Drank 25 sodas in a day?Yes

94. Broken a cd? yeah

95. Shot a gun? Yes

96. Been on myspace for more than 5 hours? No

97. Hurt yourself on purpose? yeah

99. Have you ever hooked up with a member of the same sex? No

100. Thought about what people would say at your funeral?
Nope.dont care

Current Mood: bored
Friday, March 24th, 2006
4:48 pm
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Logan Square

Go there. now.

Fire and Keropsine is a kick ass song. go listen.NOW!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
7:15 pm
Wow, Angie made up shitty songs.
ShatteredCollapse )
So slow it down and fall again
ConscienceCollapse )
<uCollapse )

Current Mood: creative
Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
1:07 am
Dear ladies and gentlemen,id like to grace you with my presents
Forget it.
All of it.
Drop it.
And let it go.
you were never meant to know.
I was never meant to see
And now that it has all came out
its shattered everything inside of me.
A broken heart
A shaky breath
A realm of beliefs now lost to me.
You took them all.
you took my world.
You've broken it all
Iv'e lost everything ive ever known.
Restarted my slate now once again
All that work it took to believe escaped
the moment you went to grieve this life you knew was lost.
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Current Mood: shutupbrain!B4IJabYouW/a Q-TIP
Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
6:21 pm
the other half....prolly messed up
?::</td><td align="left">screw church.its a cult </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Blondes?::</td><td align="left">some are ok </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Brunettes?::</td><td align="left">am one </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Redheads?::</td><td align="left">eh </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Mainstream rock?::</td><td align="left">listen to some of it </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Abercrombie?::</td><td align="left">ew </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Pop music?::</td><td align="left">ew </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Classic rock?::</td><td align="left">ok </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Roleplaying?::</td><td align="left">eh </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Emo music?::</td><td align="left">listen to some of it </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ignorance?::</td><td align="left">am </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Stupidity?::</td><td align="left">Very much am </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Mental retardation?::</td><td align="left">see above </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">My friend, Kcaiyettlyinnee?::</td><td align="left">That chick working pine street?! </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Friends?::</td><td align="left">love mine </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Disrespect?::</td><td align="left">only if im doin it </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Immaturity?::</td><td align="left">am </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Republicans?::</td><td align="left">ew </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Democrats?::</td><td align="left">ew </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">George W. Bush?::</td><td align="left">burn in hell </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Your mom? (OH, BURN.)::</td><td align="left">...Emily </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">My mom?::</td><td align="left">I banged her like a 2 dolla hooker </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Me?::</td><td align="left">you sleezy bastard you, </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">This survey?::</td><td align="left">Its loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Dry walls?::</td><td align="left">ok </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Painted walls?::</td><td align="left">can i paint them </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Drugs?::</td><td align="left">ew </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Alcohol?::</td><td align="left">eh </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Prostitution?::</td><td align="left">ok </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Premarital sex?::</td><td align="left">ok </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Teenage sex?::</td><td align="left">ok </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">People?::</td><td align="left">some </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Your classmates?::</td><td align="left">some are ok </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Your co-workers?::</td><td align="left">ew </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Your school?::</td><td align="left">it blows </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Your family?::</td><td align="left">ok </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">My family?::</td><td align="left">theyre good sex partners </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Your mental health?::</td><td align="left">way bad </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">My mental health?::</td><td align="left">who cares? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Falling asleep holding a stuffed animal?::</td><td align="left">do every night </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Your life?::</td><td align="left">sucks </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">My life?::</td><td align="left">who cares? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The color green?::</td><td align="left">NEON! </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Pickles?::</td><td align="left">Ok </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Food?::</td><td align="left">eh </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Electricity?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Niagra falls?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Cataracts?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Bridges?::</td><td align="left">ok </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Braces?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Dictionairies?::</td><td align="left">ok </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Television?::</td><td align="left">eh </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Fairy tales?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Hollywood?::</td><td align="left">eh </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">MTV?::</td><td align="left">FUSE </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">=>Currently...<=</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What are you feeling?::</td><td align="left">Sick and bored </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Smelling?::</td><td align="left">Ok </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Seeing?::</td><td align="left">ok </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Hearing?::</td><td align="left">bad </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Doing?::</td><td align="left">this </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Who are you talking to online?::</td><td align="left">noone yet </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">On the phone?::</td><td align="left">noone </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What room of the house are you in?::</td><td align="left">moms room </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Are you cold?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Bored?::</td><td align="left">very </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Warm?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Hot?::</td><td align="left">almost </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you look nice?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What are you wearing?::</td><td align="left">davids shirt over a low cut under shirt and pj pants over boxersand lacey underware..Good enopugh description? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Are you eating anything?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Drinking anything?::</td><td align="left">peach soda </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What's your heart rate?::</td><td align="left">dunno </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">BMI?::</td><td align="left">? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What brand of shoes are you wearing?::</td><td align="left">socks </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What are you wishing for?::</td><td align="left">David to get online </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">What are you worried about?::</td><td align="left">My mental and physical health </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Sad about?::</td><td align="left">Not seeing david </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Happy about?::</td><td align="left">Nothing </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Angry about?::</td><td align="left">being sick </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Serious about?::</td><td align="left">nothing </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Laughing about?::</td><td align="left">you </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Talking about?::</td><td align="left">nothing </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Typing about?::</td><td align="left">this answer </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">=>Friends<=</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Who are your friends?::</td><td align="left">see friends below </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Your best friends?::</td><td align="left">Rachel : Emi : Amber </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Who do you hang out with most?::</td><td align="left">All of my friends depending on whos doing what where with who </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Who do you treat the best?::</td><td align="left">Rachel and david prolly </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Who treats you the best?::</td><td align="left">David </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do you even have friends?::</td><td align="left">Not really </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">If so, why are you taking this survey?::</td><td align="left">Because im home sick </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Who's the funny one?::</td><td align="left">Dallon </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The smart one?::</td><td align="left">Amber and David </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The depressed one?::</td><td align="left">Emily </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The punk?::</td><td align="left">Me </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The goth?::</td><td align="left">Emily </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The prep?::</td><td align="left">.... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The jock?::</td><td align="left">.....David kinda </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The outcast?::</td><td align="left">Rachel and I </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The stupid one?::</td><td align="left">Me and Rachel </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The one who you think will kill someone one day?::</td><td align="left">All of us </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The annoying one?::</td><td align="left">Dallon </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The hyper one?::</td><td align="left">Rachel//me </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The oblivious one?::</td><td align="left">Amber </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The romantic?::</td><td align="left">....Dallon and David </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The pervert?::</td><td align="left">Me </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The content one?::</td><td align="left">....Me i guess...all of us? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The liar?::</td><td align="left">Me// amber//emily </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The cheapskate?::</td><td align="left">Rachel and me </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The ominous one?::</td><td align="left">dunno </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The disrespectful one?::</td><td align="left">All </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The abusive one?::</td><td align="left">Dallon </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The hot one?::</td><td align="left">David </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The ugly one?::</td><td align="left">Me </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The one that hates you?::</td><td align="left">All of them probally, they just wont tel me </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The one that hates you, but hangs out with you anyway?::</td><td align="left">See above </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The back-up one?::</td><td align="left">Rachel </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The fighter?::</td><td align="left">David </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The lover?::</td><td align="left">Amber </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The hippie?::</td><td align="left">Me </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The druggie?::</td><td align="left">Amber </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The alcoholic?::</td><td align="left">Emily </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The one that's recovering?::</td><td align="left">Rachel </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The one that's in jail?::</td><td align="left">None yet </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The one that is most likely to be in jail?::</td><td align="left">Amber </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The one that's going to be executed?::</td><td align="left">Dallon </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The most likely to be murdered?::</td><td align="left">.....all of us </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The most likely to be committed to a mental hospital?::</td><td align="left">Me and rachel and david </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The most likely to stay there forever?::</td><td align="left">Me </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The normal one?::</td><td align="left">Whos normal anymore? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The conformist?::</td><td align="left">dunno </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The nonconformist?::</td><td align="left">dunno </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The masochistic one?::</td><td align="left">dunno </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The sadistic one?::</td><td align="left">dunno </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The weird one?::</td><td align="left">all </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The musical one?::</td><td align="left">me </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The artistic one?::</td><td align="left">emi and amber </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The perfect one?::</td><td align="left">Dallon </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The literary genius?::</td><td align="left">Emi and Rachel </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The fugitive?::</td><td align="left">David? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The juvenille delinquint?::</td><td align="left">Amber </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The Jewish one?::</td><td align="left">WEEEE!!!JEWS! </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The Christian one?::</td><td align="left">Rachels tryin </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The Buddhist one?::</td><td align="left">Emi </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The Muslim one?::</td><td align="left">None </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The Hindu one?::</td><td align="left">none </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The Catholic one?::</td><td align="left">me and david </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The Wiccan one?::</td><td align="left">Emi </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The atheist?::</td><td align="left">Me </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The agnostic?::</td><td align="left">none </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The cutter?::</td><td align="left">Emi </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The anorexic one?::</td><td align="left">none yet </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The bulimic one?::</td><td align="left">none </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The skinny one?::</td><td align="left">rachel </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The thin one?::</td><td align="left">emily </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The fat one?::</td><td align="left">Amber </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The obese one?::</td><td align="left">Me </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">The Satanic one?::</td><td align="left">David </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">=>Have you Ever...<=</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Gone on a cruise?::</td><td align="left">No </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Beaten someone up?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Been beaten up?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Bullied someone?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Been bullied?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Attempted suicide?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Attempted murder?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Nearly died?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Broken the law?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Stolen something?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Had an abortion?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Known the president?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Had an affair with the president?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Met a famous person?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Masturbated?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Gotten drunk?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Gotten high?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Had masochistic sex?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Had an affair?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Been out of the country?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Out of state?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Out of your town?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Written a poem?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A story?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A novel?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A song?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Gotten published?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Written a love poem?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Story?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Novel?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Song?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Said that you hated the world?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Finished school?::</td><td align="left">nott yet </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Flunked a grade?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Flunked a test?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Flunked a subject?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Read a book for enjoyment?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Bungee jumped?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Skydived?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Danced?::</td><td align="left">kinda </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Been to a dance?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Suba dived?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Broken a bone?::</td><td align="left">toes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Gotten a nose bleed?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Had an orgasm?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Suffered from psychosis?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Wished you could get away with something?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Thought of killing someone?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Thought of killing yourself?::</td><td align="left">mehbeh </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Saved someone's life?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Saved your own?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Gone to the beach?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Gone fishing?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Gone to an island?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Died in a dream?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Had a dream that came true?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Kissed someone in the rain?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Gotten pregnant?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Eaten calamari?::</td><td align="left">yes! </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Lobster?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Helped anybody during the holidays?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Helped a stranger?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Kissed a stranger?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Hugged a stranger?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Had sex with a stranger?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">=>Can You...<=</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Kiss your elbow?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Touch your nose with your tongue?::</td><td align="left">Sarah can </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Stick your fist in your mouth?::</td><td align="left">sarah can </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Touch your toes?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Give away money?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Marry a family member?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Hire an assassin?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Get ahold of drugs?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Alcohol?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Stay up all night?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Stay up for /ten/ nights?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Finish this survey?::</td><td align="left">determined to </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Swim?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Draw well?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Sing well?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Write well?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Eat a box of chocolates in an hour?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Eat an entire package of Oreos in a half an hour?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Without milk?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Predict the future?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">=>Would you Ever...<=</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Sacrifice everything for a friend?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A lover?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Give your life for a friend?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A lover?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Give your life to save a stranger's?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Post yourself having sex up on the Internet?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Sell yourself?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Have cyber sex?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Real sex?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">With who?::</td><td align="left">David </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Here's an extra space if you need one::</td><td align="left">hahaha...thats funny </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Lie to a friend?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Lie to your parents?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Lie to a lover?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Steal from your parents?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Hug them in public?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Blow up your house?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Abuse someone?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Use someone?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Recommend this survey to a friend?::</td><td align="left">YES!! </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">=>Would you ever Be...<=</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">A fireman?::</td><td align="left">No </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Policeman?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Serial killer?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Doctor?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Surgeon?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Prostitute?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Playboy model?::</td><td align="left">mehbeh </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Writer?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Artist?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Musician?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Assassin?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ninja?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Soldier?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">President?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Darth Vader?::</td><td align="left">WOO </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Pilot?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Mortician?::</td><td align="left">Yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Forensic scientist?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Detective?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Lawyer?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Drug-dealer?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Pirate?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Box-carrier?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Store clerk?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Banker?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Criminal?::</td><td align="left">yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Target?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Professional wrestler?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Tennis player?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Rapper?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Country singer?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Pop star?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Actor?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Plastic surgeon?::</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">=>Why...<=</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Is the sky blue?::</td><td align="left">cuz i said so </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Is the world round?::</td><td align="left">its not its square </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Is the world unfair?::</td><td align="left">cuz </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Are most people selfish?::</td><td align="left">dunno </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Impolite?::</td><td align="left">huh? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Disrespectful?::</td><td align="left">Cuz </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Conforming?::</td><td align="left">dunno </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Are there religions?::</td><td align="left">cuz people are stupid </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Theories?::</td><td align="left">cuz i said so </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Opinions?::</td><td align="left">we all need them </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Are humans so intelligent?::</td><td align="left">we are? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do we need air?::</td><td align="left">to breathe </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do we age?::</td><td align="left">Good question </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Do we die?::</td><td align="left">Cuz we dont know how to live forever </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Can't pigs fly?::</td><td align="left">DUH! COPS INHELECHOPPERS! </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Is there cheddar cheese in the world?::</td><td align="left">-shrug- </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Swiss?::</td><td align="left">its holy cheese </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">American?::</td><td align="left">ew </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Are you taking this?::</td><td align="left">bored </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">=>When was the last Time...<=</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">You brushed your teeth?::</td><td align="left">this morning </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Took a shower?::</td><td align="left">last night </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ate?::</td><td align="left">earlier </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Drank?::</td><td align="left">just now </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Drank an alcoholic beverage?::</td><td align="left">new years </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Took a pill?::</td><td align="left">earlier </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Smoked?::</td><td align="left">never </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">You got your photograph taken?::</td><td align="left">the other day </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">You got caught doing something bad?::</td><td align="left">.....dunno </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Had sex?::</td><td align="left">Not yet </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Dyed your hair?::</td><td align="left">couple weeks ago </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Hurt someone physically?::</td><td align="left">last week </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Hurt someone emotionally?::</td><td align="left">last week </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Did your homework?::</td><td align="left">friday </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Hung out with your friends?::</td><td align="left">friday </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Got drunk?::</td><td align="left">never </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Got high?::</td><td align="left">never </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Said:</td><td align="left">Who </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Said:</td><td align="left">what </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Took a survey?::</td><td align="left">Now </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Won a contest?::</td><td align="left">dunno </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Went out on a date?::</td><td align="left">while a go </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Had a strong sexual drive?::</td><td align="left">....few weeks ago </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center">=>Word Association<=</td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Bed.:</td><td align="left">Sleep </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Curtains.:</td><td align="left">closed </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Lights.:</td><td align="left">off </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Music.:</td><td align="left">on </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Candles.:</td><td align="left">lit </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Closet.:</td><td align="left">closed </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Door.:</td><td align="left">closed </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Window.:</td><td align="left">open </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Onomotapoeia.:</td><td align="left">AKUNA MATADA! </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Dog.:</td><td align="left">zoe </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Cat.:</td><td align="left">cricket </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Egypt.:</td><td align="left">ew </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Corey.:</td><td align="left">who </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Mirror.:</td><td align="left">reflect </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Case.:</td><td align="left">book </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Cage.:</td><td align="left">Bondage </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Cave.:</td><td align="left">dark </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Nutella.:</td><td align="left">??? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Bird.:</td><td align="left">fly </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Bear.:</td><td align="left">roar </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Death.:</td><td align="left">is near </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Life.:</td><td align="left">is now </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">White.:</td><td align="left">me </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Black.:</td><td align="left">you </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Personality.:</td><td align="left">funny </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Pickle.:</td><td align="left">eat </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Dilemna.:</td><td align="left">now </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Love.:</td><td align="left">David </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Liberal.:</td><td align="left">No </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Conservative.:</td><td align="left">can be </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Ball.:</td><td align="left">Bounce </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Moderate.:</td><td align="left">No </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">Inept.:</td><td align="left">Why? 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1000 Questions -- The Longest Survey on Bzoink (Good luck!)
=>This or That<=
Pie or cake?::*Pecan* PIE
Pie or 3.14159...?::Pie
Chocolate or vanilla?::Chocolate
Black or white?::Black
Ceiling or floor?::Roof
Couch or bed?::Bed ;-)
Cough or sneeze?::Sneeze
On or off?::Off Baby!
Closed or open?::depends,top or bottom?
Brush or comb?::Brush
Long or short?::Depends
Big or small?::Medium
Wet or dry?::Wet
Under or over?::Over
Top or bottom?::Didnt i ask this??? ...Bottom usually,dear >.>
Fly or fall?::Fly
Smile or frown?::Grin or smirk?
Tears of joy or tears of sorrow?::Tears of pain
Hot or cold?::Warm
Warm or cool?::Hot
Rough or smooth?::rough in bed, smooth all over >.>
Cat or dog?::Dog
Snake or bird?::Snake
Shark or T-Rex?::Shark
Past or present?::IN between
Science fiction or fantasy?::Fantasy
Dull or sharp?::Slowly slipping
Live forever or die young?::Live forever
Books or television?::Computer
Jump or skip?::Jump
Fast or slow?::Fast
Run or walk?::Jog
Guy or girl?::Guy,girl, who cares?
Disney or Warner Brothers?::Waner brothers
Belle or Jasmine?::Jasmine, DUH
Gaston or Cruella Deville?::Cruella
Food or friends?::FISH ARE FRIENDS!!!NOT FOOD!
Colors or black and white?::RAINBOW!
Cute or pretty?::Beautiful
Good or evil?::Evil
Fruits or vegetables?::Fruit
Milk or juice?::Milk
Hot chocolate or gingerale?::Hot chocolate
Beer or wine?::Wine
Movies or cartoons?::Cartoon movies
Pillow or blanket?::Daivd is both ^.^
Moon or stars?::Stars
Sky or sea?::Sea
Explode or implode?::Explode
=>Odd Questions<=
What color is the bottom of your tongue?::Pink and puerple and vaiiny
Your foot?::Is sore
Do you have any medical problems concerning feet?::....Ive broken meh toes several times.
Do you secretly fantasize about George W. Bush?::HELL NO!
Do you chew on your homework?::Sometimes.
Pencils?::Only when drawing or math or english homework
Do you read the dictionary?::Yes. Quite a splendid and unique item it is.
Encyclopedia?::No
Atlas?::No
Road map?::Yes
Do you memorize random facts?::Yes
Do you stalk anyone?::Not recently
Does anyone stalk you?::Not that i know of.
Do you cut the grass with a pair of scissors?::Not usually, but i'll give it a try.
Do you dust your lawn?::No
Do you collect dust?::No
Lint?::No
Baby teeth?::used to.
Have you ever thought of becoming a prostitute?::No, but i want to own a strip club
Do you wish prostitution was legal?::I dunno...sometimes.
Do you use lotion on your feet?::Not usually
Do you have problems with Canadians?::No, i LOVE MEH CANADIAN HOMIES!
Mexicans?::Mine works for less than yours.
Americans?::Yes, i hate those bastards.
The French?::No
The English?::No
Have you ever played a kazoo?::Yes
Have you ever shot someone?::With a squirt gun.Those suckas went DOWN!
Something?::Assume? To make an ASS out of U and ME
How many pairs of underwear do you own?::Dunno, never counted.
Jeans?::i think 3
What ring size are you?::uhh..I dunno...7?
Belt size?::dont know
Have you ever gotten anything amputated?::no
Do you have a calendar from 2001 hanging in your room?::yes, actually.
Do you eat a lot?::no
Do you get excited over cameras?::no
Do you have a strange obsession with pickles?::no
Poison?::kinda
Knives?::Daviod does
Cheese?::YES!
Penguins?::no
Bald people?::...I want to draw on a bald mans head
Scrawny African children?::eww
Midgets?::PORN!
Pirates?::Beat the shit out of that motherfucker!
Corny jokes?::Love 'em
Are you a virgin?::At tghe current moment yes.
Are you a hermaphrodite?::...I forgot what that was +_+
Do you tie string to your teeth?::when i was pulling them out
Do you bite yourself?::sometimes..Usually David though
Cut yourself?::No!I HATE THAT CRAP!
Do you get cold sores often?::No
Do you have a cold right now?::Yes
Do you suffer from chronic migraines?::I think so
Do you like to touch sharp objects?::Yes
Do you have a twitching problem?::sometimes
Are you homicidal?::...I dunno
What do you do on the computer?::This
Anything your parents should know about?::Several things but whyb would i tell you?
Are you happy with your life?::Its decent enough
Is everybody else happy with your life?::Nope, not at all
Do you like 100% white grape juice?::No
Do you honestly believe that trees are, in fact, green?::NO! THEYRE ORANGE DANGIT!
How big is the universe?::Huge
What's the logic behind your answer?::There isnt one
How many hours of sleep do you get every night?::Not enough
What do you dream about?::David::owning a strip club::Random things
Anything your parents should know about?::This question seems oddly familiar....
Do you fall for Internet advertisements?::No
Do you enjoy bungee jumping?::Dunno
Do you have AIM?::Yes
MSN?::No
YIM?::Yes
A Neopets account?::Several, but i dun use em.
A Vampirefreaks account?::No, i just look at the pics.Fee porn basically.
A Quizilla account?::Somewhere i do
A Bzoink account?::No
Do you watch bugs crawl on the floor?::Yes
Do you follow the bugs that crawl on the floor?::Sometimes
Do you get attacked by ladybugs?::No
Are you scared of everything that breathes?::no
Doesn't breathe?::sometimes
Are you scared of anything at all?::FROGS!
What?::FROGS I SAY FROGS!
Which cardinal direction do you like best?::I dont
Do you have a life?::No,On SIMS i do,...
Do you have a microphone on your computer?::Used to
A webcam?::used to
A scanner?::Yes
A printer?::Yes
A cordless mouse?::at one point in time
Does your mouse light up?::yes
Are you scared of mice?::yes
What kind of computer do you have?::A crappy one
Were you ever physically abused?::probably
Verbally?::Many times
Sexually?::Not yet
Do you wish you were a fish?::Sometimes
A cat?::No
A dog?::no
Do you have a cell phone?::no
What kind is it?::The IdunExist Kind
Do you weasel out of things?::yes
Do your teachers like you?::Some
Do your parents like you?::i hope so
Do your siblings like you?::probly not
Does karma, if it exists, love you?::doubt it
Did you have a tail when you were born?::no
Do you enjoy school?::occasionally
Do you sleep under or over the covers?::Both
Do you sleep in a bed?::yes
Do you catch yourself floating at times?::yes
Are you a packrat?::yes
Do you know HTML or CSS?::Yes
Do you find yourself chewing on anything your fingers have touched?::yes
Do you shy away from social situations?::sometimes
Are you obsessed with shiny things?::yes
Are you at least attracted to them?::yes
Do you know what you're going to get for the holidays?::Coal and a Spanking! and mabey some bondage,and and and....
Do you smash guitars or any other type of instrument?::If I coudl affored it.
Do you label other people?::Try not to
Are you proud?::no
Do you like scrambled eggs?::no
=>How bad can I make you Look?<=
Do you wash your hands frequently?::When i go to the bathroom and cook
Do you wet the bed?::no
What age did you stop?::3?
Do you lie a lot?::yes
Do you forget to brush your teeth frequently?::no
Brush your hair?::occasionally
Do you use deoderant?::yes
Do you masturbate?::yes
How often?::often enough
Are you an alcoholic?::no
A druggie?::no
Do you drink illegally?::yes
Do you wear underwear?::yes
Do you change your underwear frequently?::after every shower/bath/change of clothes
Are you a coward?::sometimes
A loser?::yes
An idiot?::yes
Do you chatspeak?::no
Are you a bad friend?::probablly
Are you untrustworthy?::Most likely
Unreliable?::yes
Do you pick your nose?::yes
Are you imperfect?::very
Ugly?::oh yeah
Do you have bad hair?::yes
A big nose?::no
Are you shallow?::no
Greedy?::sometimes
Do you tell people you love them just to get want you want?::no
Do you have any /important/ talents?::probablly not
Do you burp often?::no
Are you impolite?::when i wanna be,bitch
Disrespectful?::see above
Sadistic?::no
Are you a pansy?::"They are just A BUNCH OF PANSIES!".... I dunno
Are you a conformist? (Hot Topic is a mainstream store, by the way.)::Yeah, i wanna think so, but im prolly wrong
Are you a fan of George W. Bush?::no
Do you have buck teeth?::no
Acne?::no
Mental illnesses?::looks that way
Are you fake?::no
Does your breath smell?::no
Do you have a strong body odor?::sometimes
Do you have bad teeth?::yes
Do you have a bull ring through your nose?::not yet
Are you overweight?::yes
Anorexic?::no
Bulimic?::eww
Do you have a piercing in an inappropriate spot on your body?::not yet
A tattoo?::not yet
Are you a wannabe?::no
Do you get bad grades?::tyr not to
What's your IQ level?::Below average probably
Are you a bad guesser?::not always
Are you slow?::sometimes
Are you bad at reading people?::No
Are you too nice for your own good?::i dont think so
Do you have a lot of friends?::not really
Do you give in easily?::no
Are you stubborn?::yes
Are you annoying?::yes
Do you enjoy talking about gross, disturbing things?::sometimes
Are you a necrophilliac?::no
Are you incestual?::i dunno...lemme go try it.
Is your room messy?::yes
Do you make fun of other people?::yes
Do you respect your body?::yes
Are you arrogant?::no
Do you have low self-esteem?::dunno
Are you unique?::yes
Are your hands clammy?::no
Are you short?::Anything but
Are you freakishly tall?::Yep
Do you like Simple Plan?::One of the first who did.
=>Beliefs<=
Do you believe in God?::no
Do you believe in magic?::yes
True love?::yes
Heaven?::no
Hell?::yes
Satan?::yes
The Lord and Lady?::eh?
The Goddess?::yes
The Greek Gods or Goddesses?::yes
The Pagan Gods or Goddesses?::yes
Are you an atheist?::yes
Agnostic?::no
Do you believe in fairies?::yes
Dragons?::yes
Unicorns?::yes
Gollums?::no
Santa?::no
The Easter Bunny?::no
The Tooth Fairy?::yes
Pixies?::YES
Phoenixes?::yes
Elves?::yes
Dwarves?::yes
Mermaids?::yes
Karma?::kinda
Immortality?::yes
Do you believe in the Aztec Gods?::no
Mayan Gods?::no
Incan Gods?::no
Do you believe that each different belief creates a new reality?::yes
Do you believe in life on other planets?::yes
Do you believe in parallel universes?::yes
Do you believe that black holes are time portals?::kinda
Do you believe in Eternity?::yes
Do you believe in evolution?::yes
Do you believe in life after death?::yes and no
What happens to us after we die?::we're put in the ground
Do you believe in superheroes?::no
Super villains?::no
Do you believe in Fate?::yes
That everything has a purpose?::sometimes
Do you believe that everything revolves around money?::no
Sex?::When its time
Love?::yes
Success?::not for me, according to most
Making yourself happy?::try to
Making others happy?::my biggest goal
Religion?::no
Politics?::kinda
Do you believe in miracles?::yes
Angels?::yes
Demons?::tes
Ghosts?::yes
Do you believe there's a someone for everyone?::yes and no
Do you believe in true, selfless happiness?::yes
Do you believe in selfessness at all?::yes
Do you believe that wishing for something can make it happen?::yes
Do you believe that the means justify the ends?::.....
Do you believe that anything can happen?::yes
=>The Basics<=
Name::Angie
Age::old enough to know better,too young to care
Gender::Female
Happy with it?::yeah, its alright
Eye color::Blue
Happy with it?::Yes
If not, what would you change it to?::White
Hair color::Variety
Happy with it?::yes
If not, what would you change it to?::More variety
Hair length::Short
Hair style::Messed up
Have you ever dyed your hair?::all the time
What color?::blue,green,red,purple,black,blonde....
Do you dye your hair frequently?::yes
Has it ever gotten damaged?::yes
Are you clean-shaven?::yes
What's your body type?::heavy
Are your fingers long and slender, short and fat, or somewhere in between?::long and chubby
Thin or full lips?::full
Thin hair, thick hair, or somewhere in between?::thick
Have you ever had lice?::yes
How old were you?::dunno
Nicknames::Smurf::Zim::Ang::Little one::Munchicken::Lina
Happy with them?::yeah, why not
Aliases::
What made you choose them?::
If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be?::Victor by tradition
Think of the situation above. What would you want your name to be?::Jeremiah
If you had a choice, would you drop your last name?::dunno
What heritage does your first name imply?::Italian
Middle name?::Italian
Last name?::Italian
Place of birth::Ocala
Date of birth::8-25-92
Nationality::hate it
Were you named after anyone?::yes
Who?::Gramma
What side of the family does your name come from?::Dads
Did your parents immigrate?::No
How about your grandparents?::i think
Your great grandparents?::yes
Farther back into your family?::yes
Where did they emmigrate from?::italy
Where did they immigrate to?::chicago::Cali::Florida
Skin color::pale,at times tan
What's your facial structure like?::round
Height::too tall
Happy with it?::eh
Weight::198
Happy with it?::no
How old are your parents?::dont know...forty somethign
What's your father's name?::Vitp
Your mother's?::Donna
Do you have any siblings?::Yes
How old are they?::10 and 18
What are their names?::Sarah and John
Do you get along with your family?::Eh
Do you wish they were different?::sometimes
Were you ever abused by any member of your family?::kinda
Were you ever betrayed by a member of your family?::yes
Did your family ever disown any other member of your family?::yes
If so, why?::because
Who do you get along with most?::John or Shawn
=>Favorites<=
Color::Purple/silver/black/rainbow
Month::August
Year::bleh
Decade::late 80's to late 90's
Century::dunno
Millenium::dunno
Animal::hate animals
Movie::too many
Book::On the Fringe::The silver kiss
River::one with water
Lake::see above
Ocean::Atantic
Country::n/a
City::Any town
State::Washington DC
Province::N/a
Place to go in your neighborhood::Park
Person::David
Relative::Dunno
Pet::Zoe
Actor::Adam Sandler
Actress::Dunno
Celebrity::Dunno
Musician::Anyone who makes music i like
Singer::See above
Band::See Music section
Movie genre::Any
Book genre::Vampire/death
Play genre::any
Play::Alice in wonderland
Musical::West side story
Poem::I am Meth
Writer::Lemony Snicket
Song::Note to self-FFTL
Sport::Basketball::Soccer
Drink::Whatevers there
Food::ew
Brand of cereal::mini wheats and banana nut crunch
Candy bar::Reeses
Disney princess::Cinderella
Disney prince::The hunchback of notre dam
Disney villain::Scrooge
Disney character::WINNIE THE POOH!
CD::All of them
Director::dunno
Videogame::Dunno
Computer game::dunno
Game::any
Board game::monopoly
Word game::up words
Clothing style::cheap. grunge/punk
Truth or dare question::no
Fairy tale::yes
Lullaby::love em
Holiday::Halloween
Mythological creature::Faerie
Miscellaneous item::Didlo?
Storybook character::Cheshire cat
Movie character::Marty in madagascar
Play character::.....
Musical character::.....
College::Ew
Football team::Tampa bay for davids sake
Soccer team::Dunno
Tennis player::dunno
Hockey team::dunno
Basketball team::mine
Baseball team::ew
Swimmer::dunno
Track star::ew
Vegetable::carrots
Fruit::Banana
Toothpaste brand::Whatevers there
Type of computer::Fast ones
Medication::Hate it
Poison::no
Type of sword::the cutting kind
Type of gun::ones that go BANG!
Planet::dunno
Space feature::Stars
Breed of cat::Hate cats
Dog::mix breed
Spider::daddy long legs
Fish::the black ones
Penguin::no
Species of crustacean::no
Arachnid::no
Insect::butterfly
Pair of socks::un matched
Scooby-Doo character::Shaggy
Spongebob Squarepants character::Hate spongebob
Quote::Anything from a song
Adage::eh?
President::That one guy
Astrological sign::Virgo
Chinese zodiac sign::Monkey
Number::69
Short story::Fanfics
Word::Fuck
Definition::Who has a favorite definition?
Time period::That one
Dictionary brand::......The cheap one
Series of books::dunno
Publishing company::good ones
Illustrator::bret herle....Bret something
Artist::dunno
Childhood story::the one about Joe and the mob and the hill and the story
Childhood memory::Dunno
Facial expression::Funny ones
Serial killer::O_o...Dunnno
Medieval torture device::WHIPS AND CHAINS!
Instrument::Musical ones
Brand of chocolate::Resse or hershey
Candy::eatable kind
Brand of candy::Mars
Time of day::whenever i get to talk/see david
Codename Amour and Adori use::what?
Letter::Z
Inside joke::One you wouldnt know
Joke::That one
Scent::Good smelling ones
Onomotapoeia::AKUNA MATADA!
Alliteration::eh?
=>The Ideal Mate<=
Hair color::Black/Brown/Unatural
Hair length::Dont matter
Hair style::How they like to wear it
Eye color::Brown/Green/Hazel/Blue
Skin color::Tan
Any makeup?::Yes
Clothing style::Grunge/punk/goth
Shy or outgoing?::both
Happy or depressed?::In between
Funny or serious?::both
Abusive or kind?::Kind
Respectful or perverted?::Both
Completely describe their personality::David
This is another space if you need it::No thanks
Ideal height::Tall enough
Ideal weight::Dont care
Body type::Dont matter
Completely describe their appearances::Hmm.. However they like to be. I Like them for who they are, not what theyre not
This is another space if you need it::
Cup size or condom size::Condom
Masochistic or sadistic?::-shrug-
Conformist or nonconformist?::non
Artistic or athletic?::both
Intellectual or unintelligent?::both
Complex or simple?::both
What would their hobbies be?::dunno
Interests?::some same as mine.Unique
Obsessions::What ever theyre into
Would they hug you often?::Yes
Kiss you often?::yes
Would they frequently tell you that they loved you?::yes
Have you already found your ideal mate?::i wanna believe so
Or as close as someone can get?::Lets say that, sure
Would you have sex often, never, or sometimes?::...probbly often...iunno
Are you in love?::I wanna say yes
What will you do together?::many things
Your ideal date::A meaningful one
Your ideal wedding::Cheap and meaningful
How many kids?::None...or 2..hate spoiled kids
What will their names be?::Jeremiah and Adrianna
What do you think they would look like?::Us?
Will you even have kids?::Hope not
If not, why?::Too much hassle
Will you even get married?::Hope so
If no, why?::
Are you taken or single?::taken
=>Dislikes<=
Least favorite color::pink
Animal::all
Number::even ones
President::bush
Actor::dunno
Actress::n/a
Director::n/a
Celebrity::Paris hilton
Artist::Too many
Illustrator::dunno
Poet::dunno
Writer::dunno
Band::Dunno
Musician::dunno
Singer::dunno
Food::SOur spicy hot stuff
Fruit::tomatoe
Vegetable::corn
Candy::hot or sour
Candy bar::crunch bars
Brand of chocolate::cheap kind
Skittles flavor::Grape
Month::march
Year::dunno
Decade::dunno
Century::dunno
Millenium::dunno
Era::dunno
Time period::dunno
Battle of the Civil War::dunno
War::dunno
Battle of WWII::dunno
Battle of American Revolution::dunno
Genius::archemedies....however its spelled
Genus of plant::?
Flower::thorny ugly ones
Tree::xmas
Hair color::depends
Eye color::dunno
Fairy tale::dunno
Disney princess::Belle
Disney villain::dunno
Disney prince::Dunno
Movie character::Napoleon dynamite
Play character::dunno
Book character::dunno
Musical character::dunno
Play::dunno
Musical::christian ones
Person::many people
Brand of cereal::sugar smacks
Brand of battery::cheap ones
Mental illness::dunno
Medication::sulfa
Serial killer::dunno
Poison::dunno
Type of sword::dunno
Type of gun::dunno
Toothpaste brand::dunno
Scent::lavender
Taste::sour
Sound::loud hurting ear onea
Sexual position::....not sure.Sex is sex
Article of clothing::bra
=>What do you think Of...<=
Ugly people?::Im one of them
Pretty people?::Good for them
Bald people?::Can i draw on your head?
Scrawny African children?::ew
Religion?::gross
Politics?::ok
Abortion?::if you want
Church?::no
Separation of church and state
3:42 pm
Expert Knowlege
Title:Expert knowlage
Pairing:Zacky Vengence(Avenged Sevenfold) Sonny Moore(From First To Last)
Rating:....im gonna say PG-13
::Fluff and kind of short::
Summary: Sonny Analyzes his relationship and questions it.(best Summ.I could do,sorry)
Disclaimer:Not real, never happened,Doubt it will,No sue.

-*-Not Beta-ed too well, so if it sucks, feel free to delete it. Thanks. Constructive C is very welcome.-*-

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Current Mood: I hate being sick
2:44 pm
Expert knowlage
Title:Expert knowlage
Pairing:Zacky Vengence(Avenged Sevenfold) Sonny Moore(From First To Last)
Rating:....im gonna say PG-13::Fluff::
Summary: Sonny Analyzes his relationship and questions it.
Disclaimer:Not real, never happened,Doubt it will,No sue.

-*-Not Beta-ed too well, so if it sucks, feel free to delete it. Thanks. Constructive C is very welcome.-*-

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2:16 pm
sorry guys.
Sorry i wasnt at school today guys, i woke up around midnight crying cuz my ears hurt so bad. Mom gave me a pain killer...i dunno the name but it was a strong one and then i took the medicine bag and past out till 730 when i woke up again cuz my ears were just screeching and burning.Dad gave me some augmitin (Eff spelling right now guys) and i went back to sleep, and i ment to get up and go to school but when my alarm went off i was kinda out of it and thinking it was the weekend still. So im sorry guys. I tried. Mom said i felt hot this morning but i dun wanna believe her.I cant really talk right.I can now that ive had the zillions of medicines and crap, but it still kinda burns to talk and eat and drink and crap.Emily im sorry i some how got you sick, and i still want to know how you got sick and david didnt. i t just dont make sense to me. AND DONT START WITH THIS IMMUNE SYSTEM BETTER THEN THE OTHERS CRAP!!!!!!! I dun wanna hear it damnit.I feel so tired guys.Im so sick of sleeping. Hahahahaha!!!!!!!!The news is talking about Myspace and how its like a child mollesters shopping catolouge or somethign like that.... whoever is dumb enough to put there full name,address,city and state where they live is fucking STUPID! sorry to put it so blunt but it is. I dunno...im gonna whatch whatever it is theyre talking about tonight when they show the full thing. Lmao thats too funny... i had just logged into myspace too.

Answay, yeah guys, ima go for now. ill prolly update later.

<3

Can i be your memory?

Current Mood: bored
Monday, February 20th, 2006
2:17 pm
Pointless pointless pointless trip to docs.
It was so pointless guys. I told you i DIDNT NEED TO GO TO THE DOCTOR!!!!!!!!!!

All he did was tell me to rest and take the medicine. Thats it. I was ALREADY doing that.

They wouldnt test me for mono because he believes its just a bad ear and throat infection.
So when You all say you got mono, you cant say i gave it to you fuckers.

And even if i did, ive probaablly had it for months from when john and chris had it and we were all sharing a 2 liter Mt.Dew, Mark got it then, so thats why im figuring this.And, if i dont have mono, and i just have some other deathly disease of pain and ear screeching,
BLAME THE DOCTORS FOR NOT TAKING A TEST!

Told you guys, i dont need to go,But you were all like "You should go you should go!" And the likely-ness of you guys reading this WITHOUT me telling you is pointless becuase i know for fact noone reads it. OTHERWISE people wouldnt need to ask me what live journal i post in. AND YES! im being bitchy for whoever does decide to read this.So, sorry you got to read it all. I just get unreasonable and bitchy when im sick, and even more pissed off when the doctor doesnt do much to help. >.<
He also was suprised i could breathe guys, so if i die or something,just...i dunno. Bleh.whatever. im done typing pointless stuff that noones reading.

Current Mood: pissed off and cranky
Sunday, February 19th, 2006
1:02 pm
DAMNIT!I THINK I GOT MONO!!!!!!! >.<SOMEONE JUST GAG ME WITH A SPOON!!!
What Is It?
Infectious mononucleosis (pronounced: mah-no-noo-klee-o-sus), sometimes called "mono" or "the kissing disease," is an infection that is usually caused by the Epstein-Barr virus (EBV). EBV is very common, and most people have been exposed to the virus at some time in childhood. Not everyone who is exposed to the virus develops the symptoms of mono, though. As with many viruses, it is possible to be exposed to and infected with EBV without becoming sick.

People who have been infected with EBV will carry the virus for the rest of their lives - even if they never have any signs or symptoms of mono. People who do show symptoms of having mono probably will not get sick, or have symptoms, again.

Although EBV is the most common cause of mono, other viruses, such as cytomegalovirus (pronounced: sye-toe-meh-guh-low-vye-rus), can cause a similar illness. Like EBV, cytomegalovirus stays in the body for life and may not cause any symptoms.

People often kid around about mono, but as Ashley discovered, it's no joke. A case of mono can keep you out of commission for weeks.
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How Do I Know if I Have It?
Symptoms usually begin to appear 4 to 7 weeks after infection with the virus. Signs that you may have mono include: ( [x] is what i have)

[x]constant fatigue
fever
[x]sore throat
[x]loss of appetite
[x]swollen lymph nodes (also commonly known as glands, located in your neck, underarms, and groin)
[x]headaches
[x]sore muscles
larger-than-normal liver and spleen
skin rash
[x]abdominal pain

People who have mono may have different combinations of these symptoms, and some people may have symptoms so mild that they hardly notice them. Other people may have no symptoms at all.

Even if you have several of these symptoms, don't try to diagnose yourself. Always consult your doctor if you have a fever, sore throat, and swollen glands or are unusually tired for no apparent reason.
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Doctors also recommend avoiding sports for at least a month after the illness

(SEE! The one year i join basketball and i get fucking Sick!!WTF IS THAT??!!!?! >.<)

because the spleen (an organ in the body that sits under the left rib cage) is usually enlarged temporarily while you are ill. An enlarged spleen can rupture easily, causing bleeding, fever, and abdominal pain and requiring emergency surgery. Do not participate in contact sports, cheerleading, or even wrestling with your little siblings or your friends until your doctor gives you permission.

As you recover, make sure you don't share the virus with your friends and family. Chances are they will not get the disease from casual contact with you, but you can take a few steps to help them stay germ free. Wash your hands often, cover your nose and mouth when you sneeze or cough, and keep your drinks and eating utensils to yourself. This is one time when your friends and family will thank you for being selfish.


Well,there you have it guys.This fucking sucks.Im fucking pissed.Ima go find someting to do. or just sit here staring at the screen. i dunno. love you guys.


Your words are deadly weapons, killing me destroying me

Current Mood: pissed off
Thursday, February 16th, 2006
5:18 pm
Look how pretty she is
A wraith with an angel’s body.
A demon with a smile of gold.
You soul-sucker.
I won’t become like you.
A killer with the perfect weapons,
crystal eyes and a heart of coal.
You soul-sucker.
I won’t lose myself in you.

Look how pretty she is, when she falls down.
Now there’s no beauty in bleeding mascara. lips are quivering
like a withering rose, she’s back again.


What the fuck do you think love means?
It’s more than words and more than feelings
sucking me dry. Is my marrow that sweet?
Your dead lovers have left a trail of broken hearts and misspent hopes.
Sucking them dry. Does their marrow taste of
sweetness, Sweetness? I hope you choke.

Look how pretty she is, when she falls down.
Now there’s no beauty in bleeding mascara. Her lips are quivering
like a withering rose, she’s back again, shes back a, shes back again shes back

When she falls down

Current Mood: sleepy/agrivated
Monday, February 6th, 2006
5:05 pm
How do I address,this letter to my generation
Well,
I do believe i have succeeded in fucking up.

I meant everythign i said in first.

I didnt mean for it to sound harsh, but i have to make my point.

Even though i say alot of stuff i dont mean, i can help it.
Im tired of never getting a point across.
Tired of talking to empty space with someone standing there.
Tired people regretting.

I dont think everything will last.
Im a mess of insecurities.
Cant help but be that way.
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Sonny she says, Sing it in person
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Current Mood: Someone help ease my mind
Sunday, February 5th, 2006
7:02 pm
IT'S JUST TEARING ME APARRTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-falls to knees dramatically and the goes and sits staring blankely at other wall-


Thats just some shiit there.




And im just a dancing with my se-elf....

Current Mood: crushed
Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
2:45 pm
This may never start, I'll tear us apart
So.
I stayed hyome form school today, cus my mom was brght and came in at 836 and asked how i felt, and me being sleepy as hell and sick, mumbled i dont know. so she said she'd check back an a half hour....Knowing id be asleep and not have time to get ready for school. So, props to mom for being sneaky!

Any-sway,
I typed in sugarcult-memory to google, and found a place were i can watch the video.I love that song. SugarCult rocks. and if any one loves me they'll buy me some blank disks and make me a cd >.>
Or they can give me the money to go get the cd...or buy it for me....>.>
Haha..yeah, i know. im hallarious.

But yeah.. now im gonna miss basket ball today and be clueless for the game thursday. so yay for not knowing ness.And if anyone whatches a looney,looney,looney,bugs bunny movie...please telll that it is a very sexually themed movie,and that its not me.

-bounces and sings to Sugarcult-
So get back,back,back to the disaster, my hearts beating faster,holding on to feel the same

I cant wait to get my video card! I wanna go on my laptop! so i can download music and jamie wont get bitchy about it.
I wont be ab le to burn any of it, but i can still listen to it on there,or get an Mp3 player for the music...either way, Im downloading my songs,damnit!

This video for memory isnt my favorite... I like the first one they had for it. the one where they were all drawn stick figures...like a flip cartoon.


I have nothing to say.Everyone at skool should be getting home in about and hour an a half or so...

Noones home. all of the house residents left.I could watch porn right now, and nooone would know.

But instead im watching music videos.


Davids still gonna make me fix his necklace,even though emily got him another one.
Dunno why he wants me to fix the other one,when he has a new one. The one emily got is cooler than the one i got too. its got like skulls on it and stuff(I cant remembe specifics cuz i was doped up on meds when i saw it..shhhh). mine had roses,cuz it was the only one left when i was there.

I need to go buy some chainlinks and claspes though.. ive been wanting to get into my metal box and make somethign but i dont have anything left to work with.. and i need a set of pliers. needlenose preferablly.So i think im gonna ask mom to get me some of that stuff instead of the pants i want. CUz,well...im just like that. Id prolly end up using my bday money for pants....well no, cds....but yeah, once i get a job i could get the pants.

This is prolly the longest entry ive written thats me actually talking about somethign.. God, being sick makes you do some weird shit.Had a weird ass dream last night, but im not gonna post in on here cuz it may jinx what i have. well, it wouldnt really matter i guess, cuz i could go without it... but yeah.I dont want to go through that talk again with emily over it.So, yeah. Rachels gonna be pissed i wasnt at school, sorry Jepha! didnt mean too!

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Yeah... Im bored..this is a long ass post guys.Yall may hurt me for making it waste your space on you freinds page and your time for reading. To bad. This may never stop tearing out my heart I got this song on repeat guys...i lurve it.....

So,Whos hiring? I need am job peeps.I know someone out there owns a bussiness who will hiring a 13,....errr we'll say 14 year old...
Anyway, I think im gonna go find something else to d,and leave yall with a bunch of Bull Shit to read.

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Love you guys.
Kisses to Emi and David and Rachel.
Im gonna get you alll sick.muahhahahahaha!

Can I be your enemy?

Current Mood: sick&alone
Monday, January 30th, 2006
7:19 pm
Sugarcult lyrics. These lyrics just seem to fit my life at the moment
This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.

Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?

Can I be your memory?
Sunday, January 29th, 2006
9:36 pm
dont worry about reading guys, it wont make sense to anyone but me.
So,

Im thinking about oatmeal for in the morning.It seems like a good excuse. But then im still stuck here.Im tired of track6, the issues are just a little...i dunno. Thinking about it now, it is a little alarming. But yet im just letting them go off, and letting the house burn down. Lost all sense of insecurites, now i know i hate myself more than i ever led on to. These words only sink so deep before they dissolve, and choke on the paper. If everone would just dissapear for a while i could take this all and start over again. She loves him, she loves him not, Tired of old drama and things noone never knew. With everyone dying, this death omen has come. it comes in threes,but leaves with four. It leaves you with pictures of bodies dead on your floor. Lost alll sense of meaning, lost all sense of healing, waiting for this balloon to go down, and explode in my stomach. Too much blue perhaps? If i leave right now, then you can have him. Tired of the mess. Im so lost im barely here. I wish i could explain myself, but those words escape me. Ignore me now, forget im here. The tide will rise and take me in, ive missed the train again and again, so i'll walk until ive made it there.The orange i choke, has lost its touch. Im fine alone, but seems your not. Track 6 should speak more and this contemplativeness would never of happened without this sense of confusion i leavee with doors unlocked and windows open.Noone would be in the state of mind there in. This world wouild be set better off without this little edge that its encountered.So we dive right in, into the ocean blue, and fly into this unknown world to come and conquer all of my regrets. As simple as it seems, everyone but that head of blood has lost my trust, i dont know why, and i cant explain. I'll let you all have some though, cuz thats just the way i am.Steal him now, and make it easy. Im just gonna drop it all, let it go, see where it falls. If it ends it what would seem a tragedy, then i just knowthat what i thought was a certainty has left me. Even though ill be the same, we'll see how in the end it all works out, when i dream of you with your eyes gauged out. The balloon is down, its time to pop, time to finally make this stop.

Dear diary, my teen angst has a body count, (body count) i believe that its now 6 going on 7

Current Mood: contemplative
Saturday, January 28th, 2006
7:36 pm
Random Blog Shit
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In February I gave _early_sunset_ a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). In January I helped poptart01 across the street (6 points). Last week hentai_m and I robbed a bank (-50 points). In September I farted in an elevator (-6 points). In April I turned soundeffectsto9 in for spitting (3 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-52 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!

Sincerely,
Smurf_bloodhead

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someone at work found out I was into fursuiting and I think that's why I got fired :-(.

This entry automatically generated by the LJ Drama Generator!

Your Mood Ring is Light Blue

Emotions mixed
Unsettled
Cool


Your 2005 Song Is

Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day

"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating"

In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care.



You Are a Glam Rocker!

You put the "show" in rock show with your larger than life self.
No doubt, you are all about making good music...
But what really gets you going is having an over the top show.
Glitter, costumes, and wild hair are your thing - with some rock thrown in!




Your Taste in Music:


90's Alternative: Highest Influence
90's Rock: Highest Influence
Alternative Rock: Highest Influence
80's Alternative: High Influence
80's Pop: High Influence
90's Pop: High Influence
Punk: High Influence
Ska: High Influence
80's Rock: Medium Influence
90's Hip Hop: Medium Influence
Adult Alternative: Medium Influence
Classic Rock: Medium Influence
Hair Bands: Medium Influence
80's R&B: Low Influence
Heavy Metal: Low Influence
Hip Hop: Low Influence





You Are 30% Left Brained, 70% Right Brained



The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.



The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.





Your EQ is
133

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.



Current Mood: bouncy
Monday, January 23rd, 2006
5:07 pm
Living Dead
Sometimes i lie awake and cry
Sometimes i sleep after i weep
Sometimes i die and wake up to live again
Sometimes im living but i feel dead.
Too many thoghths stuck in my head
Too many things ive left unsaid
Too many reasons to explain
Too many things that cause me pain.
One more person that i miss
One more thing i just dismiss
One more time a make a rhyme
One more thing to make you think.
How many shots would it have to take
How many times will i fall without faith
How many people will try and turn me around
How many people will leave me there on the ground?
Sixteen ways to end it all
Sixteen times i seem to fall
Sixteen weeks ive been living dead
Sixteen Times ive lost my head.
My bodies numb
My head feels stiff
I want to jump right off a cliff
My inside is dying
From all this lying
Im losing you
Im losing me
Im losing everything i had
And it makes me angry less than sad
Im losing my mind
Ive lost your trust,
Ive lost my faith
Ive found more guilt than i can take
And now i know that im a fake
Ive lost it all
Im slipping still
Watch you die
and laugh till im ill
Im slipping so far i dont think i'll get back up
so help me now
and make me stay
and that is all i have to say.

Current Mood: x.x
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